/ Thursday, May 26, 2011
Feeling damn moodless these few days.. Busy with baby and my own problem.. Feeling tired and feel like giving up.. I no longer know how to face my own emotions.. One moment i can be very happy and joke with hubby.. Another moment i can throw temper and giving hubby cold shoulder.. I dont know what's wrong with me.. I feel very insecure.. Sometimes i just want to leave everything here and go a place whr i can be alone. Dont have to face baby's cries, R/S problem.. True enough, dating and marriage is diff. Dating is can be very close or after quarrel, not happy or find each other not suitable for each other can just break off. But marriage is diff, cant say break then break. Maybe sometimes there are thoughts tat is negative, but have to face it.. somemore now got kid le.. Fate is really unpredictable.. I've never thought i'll settle down early, but now i have a small lil family.. Have to really be responsible to be a good mommy.. Though i'm not tat strong, but i've to hang on.. Jo, you can!
