/ Friday, March 04, 2011
Went back niang jia today..
Had mummy's noodles and played with the baby that my mummy took care of.. (: very cute..
After tat, baby going to slp le.. nth to do so went to read some of my friend's blog. OMG. after reading, i wish time can stop here. i dont wish to give birth. Seriously i dont know what i'll do in the delivery suite. i think i'll go crazy. Most of my friends were screaming and holding their hubby's hand very tightly when contractions come. I think my hubby's hand will suffer too. Jialat. I cant imagine the pain they're having when they're giving birth. Now tat my baby due date coming, i suddenly dont want the time to move. I'm scared of the pain. :( :( but i know i cannot be selfish.. i'm sure xuanxuan wants to see the world and her parents too.. Bobian.. I have to tahan.. just hope everything will go smoothly.. But after xuanxuan is out, things are going to be diff. No longer go out as i wish, be alone as i wish, and spend money on myself.. And have to take care of her till my last breadth.. Guess tat's a very big reponsibility.. now i know why my parents say having a child is not easy..
3-4 more weeks to go.. Jo, jiayou!