This few days my tummy keep giving me problem.. I feel so unwell everyday.. But i guess i have to be strong to overcome this..

This month is a very unexpected month.. Alot of things happened within this month. But i know all these is all planned ahead before we even met. But i felt so lost sometimes. But thanks, all the while you're here with me, to assure me everything is going to be okay. But i really hope you'll really go think through what your decisions are. I dont want to have false hope.. Its a very very scary thing. I'm scare i'm not good enough for you, compared to your exs.. I know i have to trust you, but nobody knows what's gonna happen in few years time. I'm insecure after so many things happened. I hope you'll understand.. I'm scared..