/ Thursday, June 17, 2010
I realized, being in a relationship really need alot of courage and trust towards each other..
尤其是在 看过了那麼多的背叛
Alot of people telling me their stories.. how their boyfriend betray them, toy with their feelings.. until at a point of time i dont want to enter a relationship. But i did, even though i'm in a relationship, i did not give my 100% feeling into it. In fact, the most i only gave 50%. I'm scared to get hurt, get cheated.
Until i met a guy. We know each other through a friend, Randomly. I did not know this guy at all. When my friend asked me to acc her to meet him cuz she dont want to go alone, I met him the first time. When i first met him, there was this weird feeling. but i know we wont get to anywhere since we dont know each other at all. Second time my friend asked me to find this guy again, i was abit reluctant to go cuz i dont know him and its weird to acc her to see him.. But in the end, she keep asking me to acc her and i acc her.. Second time i met him at Pasir Ris Interchange.. And tat night changes everything..
At night he msg me to make friends. From there i slowly got to know him and i know he's a good and friendly guy. We can talk to each other well.. Slowly from sms to phone and to meeting each other.. This time only we 2. After some time, we got together. Well, i'm still scared of relationship, but i tell myself, whether this relationship goes good or bad, i'm giving my last try.
Then from 1st month, to 2nd month, 3rd month, slowly i began to put my 100% to him. He's really a nice guy. Though sometimes we might have misunderstandings, but whenever we quarrel, i dont blame him cuz i guess i'm just stupid. I kept doing the wrong things. but anyway, we're fine after tat. Till now, its almost 8month since we're together. My friends were all shocked tat this is the first time i finally give my heart to him. Sometimes will have insecurities, but i guess i need to trust him. I dont want to give him stress by controlling him from talking to another girls or restrict him in any way. Just hope he know what's he doing..
Let me know tat i did not make the wrong choice alright? I LOVE YOU, DANIEL NG(:
