/ Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Been staying with baby these few days.. either staying at home to watch Taiwan drama or going out with sarah, fai, anna, andrew etc.. As usual, had fun with them(:
Went back sch to sign the withdrawal form last week. Form teacher and Section head gave me few days to consider before i really sign the form. Think abt it for a few days and i finally give a decision. Baby fetched me to sch and i went up. Met up with my Form teacher and section head. They talked to me awhile asking me not to quit cuz all the while my conduct and grades are good. But i told them i have already made this decision. Then they say ok, they respect me. They called my parents up to inform them abt my withdrawal.. They agreed and they pass the form to me. When my form teacher, which is a discipline master, pass me the form, he said this to me: Jojo, i've passed this form to many students, but this is the first time i feel so sad to give a withdrawal form. His eyes are red.. i know him for 3yrs, i've never see my teacher tat sad before. While i was filling the form, my tears just rolled down. i tried controlling but couldnt stop the tears. but guess since i've already made a decision, i know i have to be strong. after signing the form, my teacher and section head shake my hand and wish me all the best. the only thing i feel sad abt leaving sch are the teacher who showed me concern all the while. especially the time when i was in and out of hospital. They stayed until evening just to let me catch my work when i was not in class. After everything, went down to find baby cuz he waiting downstairs. i was ok when i was walking down, but when i saw baby, i just cried. well, but at least i feel much better after crying out.
Alright, enough of this sad case. Jojo, be strong!
hmm.. now waiting for the time to pass so tat i can meet dearest for dinner. He's in camp now.. :(
Ok, this is random.. Deardear and me have been together for 196 days. can say slow, can say fast. but most importantly is i hope few years down the road, i can still count the days together with you. I may not know wat may happen in the future, but now the only i can do is cherish everyday with you and have a wonderful memories so tat i wont have any regrets.
No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. I LOVE YOU.
