Myself ♥ Jocelyn Hang Jie Shi ♥ 26th July 1990 Yichelle's Mummy (:

Hubby ♥ Daniel Ng Junrong ♥ 12th July 1989 Yichelle's Daddy ^.^

Our Precious ♥ Yichelle Ng Ying Xuan ♥ Arrived on 2nd April 2011 (:

These few days have been spending time with my boy.. i dont know why i love spending time with him more and more.. guess he's the only strength i'm relying on.. alot of things happened recently.. and i know i cant handle anymore. i'm breaking down soon.. sch projects, sch problems, parents problems, friends problems, finance problems.. i've been keeping quiet and try to handle one by one by myself. i always tell myself, jojo, you can do it as long as you dont give up. but i was wrong. i didnt know its so difficult to handle it alone.. for those who know me long enough, will know i never say out my problems. and i know, alot of ppl told me to be more open, but tat's me. i'm not used to telling ppl my problem. but i promise, i will try to open up more.. recently had a BIG arguement with hilda and audrey. but i'm glad things are over.. and i would like to say a BIG thank you to my dearest boy: DANIEL NG (: though we might be together for just a short 3mths, but you seems to know my character.. when you were talking to hilda and audrey, at that moment, i dont know why i just feel like crying cuz i was touched by wat you said.. really. i mean, you speak up for me when you know tat i dont know how to speak up for myself.. thanks for everything. now tat things are solved between the 4 of us, i suddenly felt tat the burden behind my back has lighten abit (:

As for my parents, i guess i need to extra hard to let them trust me and dan.. i know they cared abt me tat's why they keep nagging at me.. but pls give me some air to breathe can? you all control me too tight le.. tight until i cant breathe. its tiring to handle too many things at one time.. hope you all can understand..

For sch problem, i dont know wat's happening. i only know you guys are getting far away from me.. we used to be so close. we shared everything together, laugh together, talk craps together.. but i dont know why suddenly things changed. i just feel so extra among you guys. i felt so insercure.. i dont know wat to do so the only thing i can do is to skipped sch so as to avoid any problem.. i know its selfish for me to do this, but other than that, i dont know wat to do anymore.

friendship problem, i dont know who i can trust now.. alot of things happened make me dont dare to tell anyone how i'm feeling.. sometimes i wanted to cry out, but i dont want anyone to ask me wat happen, so i keep my tears until i get home. now i know friends cannot be trusted after so many things happen.. trust? no, i dont believe it anymore.. sorry.


Dear, this is for you: though we've been together for just 3 months, but just to tell you, i'm really glad to have you. i know things have been happening since we're together, but i'm really happy tat we never gave up whenever things happened. you gave me the strength to move on. i know at times we both almost gave up and almost end our r/s, but we held on to each others hand telling how much we love each other. i've seen you cried, i've seen you laugh, and i've seen you putting in effort to keep our r/s going. same, you've seen me cried, seen me laugh, seen how i'm trying to make my parents accept us, friends accept us.. just a short 3 months and we have been through so many things.. and, you told me your past.. i dont mind. everyone has a past. i only want to see the future. i'm really happy that you said you want to change for the better. though sometimes when i'm alone, i'll start to think alot.. i even feel so inferior compared to your ex.. they got the looks, all so pretty, so nice, so sweet.. i sometimes even wonder wat's with me tat you choose me.. i'm just a ordinary girl. dear, i know you told me before tat's the past and that you only want to be with me, but i feel so bad. its like, i'm screwing up your life.. i'm sorry.. but one thing, iloveyou. i dont know why the moment you entered my life, everything changed.. i never loved a guy so much until i know you. you make me know how it feels like to love someone. and i'm so scared i might lose you anytime..
dear, as i promised you, i wont leave you. not now, not in the future. you told me this: you want to spend the rest of your life with me, and that's the moment i know you're the guy for me. i will always keep in heart the things we planned for our future. though things now may be abit tough for us, but i believe, if we hold on together, we can overcome it. (: Last thing, i want to tell you: Everything beautiful in the world is pointless without you. (: ILOVEYOU, DANIEL. <3