/ Tuesday, December 01, 2009
I hate my life now! whatever i do is always wrong. never one thing i do is correct. everytime i help ppl, in the end they drag me into the pic. when i care for that person, the person took it for granted. so now i change to not to care so much for ppl, they say i didnt care abt them. WTH! i'm seriously tired. everytime i got problem, i didnt tell anyone. i just cry sliently. i dont know i can hide until when. i dont know what to do anymore. life is meaningless for me. i would rather exchange life with the people in the hospital who is dying. i rather they live and i die. i dont want to live on the earth suffering. i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! can anyone answer me, why am i on this earth in the first place?! if i was not born, i wouldnt have given trouble to my famil and my friends! jocelyn hang deserve to die alright?!