/ Monday, July 13, 2009
Jocelyn hates milks!! jocelyn have a phobia of milk now!! (not normal kind of milk. its called ensure plus and resource 2.0 - (yes, i'm really on 2 types of milks everyday. 3 times per day on top of 3 big meals)
i've not been seeing any of my friends for the past few weeks already. and, just to tell my friends that, if anyone happens to see me, dont get shocked, cuz i grow ALOT ALOT ALOT FATTER!! yes, i mentioned - fatter. is not that i'm sentitve or what, but its the fact! OMG!! i cant believe it! seriously i got nth to say. speechless. you guys will know when you see me. I HATE MYSELF!! my birthday is just next week and i got no face to face anyone. really. its that serious. alright. shall stop here. i'm going to cry soon. jocelyn is going to breakdown soon =(
I really really want to get well, but i just dont have the courage to take a step towards recovery. it needs alot of support. but who is there to give me the support i needed?
