Myself ♥ Jocelyn Hang Jie Shi ♥ 26th July 1990 Yichelle's Mummy (:

Hubby ♥ Daniel Ng Junrong ♥ 12th July 1989 Yichelle's Daddy ^.^

Our Precious ♥ Yichelle Ng Ying Xuan ♥ Arrived on 2nd April 2011 (:

I miss my family! MUMMMY, DADDY AND SISTERS!
I want to say a big sorry to my parents as these few weeks i've not been good.. i let them worry for me all the time and didnt spent enough time with them cuz i choose to isolate myself.. seriously, in my heart, i love my parents alot alot. no one can replace them. ever since i got this illness, things between me and my parents went hay wired. we quarrelled almost everyday and i ignored them for a few days. Although on the outside, i might seems heartless, but deep inside my heart, i so want to give them a big hug and tell them how much i love them. but now, i guess my parents have given up on me.. i know one day they'll give up on me cuz of my illness, but i didnt expect to feel so lost without their support. i really want to get well, but something in my heart just block that mindset. i dont know why too. there's alot of things i want to share, but i just dont know how to say out. maybe not used to it ba.. but mummy and daddy, i love you both alot. As for my sisters, i felt bad that i'm not able to set a good example to them. i do want them to be fillal to parents and be good a good testimony, but at this point, i guess i got no rights to ask them to behave like that. just got to pray for them hoping that they'll change and be a good girl to my parents so that they dont have to worry abt my sisters too..
For my friends, i cherish every single one of them. Especially my closed ones.. Hilda darling and Ruyou dearie. this two of them always turn up infront of me when i msg them saying that i'm down and i want to meet them. they always make me happy and give me a big hug to tell me that i'm loved by them. this always touches me. i love them alot. as for other friends, i treasure them alot too though they're not there with me, but they also make me enjoy when i'm with them.. and one more person, we used to be so close and i rely on him alot.. he's the first person i think of when i'm in trouble, but now not anymore le.. our relationship is drifting apart. i understand that he's busy with school work and also working part time, so i'll try not to stress him so much by adding on to his problem. but i'm just afraid that one day our relationship will just come to an end if this continues.. but i guess just let it be natural ba..
Anyway, i do have a small wish now.. haha.. next month is my birthday. i hope that this would be a memorable year for me as this year alot of things are happening to me so hope this birthday would somehow make me happy again. all i want is just my family celebrating with me OUTSIDE, not in hospital (i hope)on my actual day and also, my close friends to celebrate with me for the whole day just before my actual birthday.. hehe.. i know i'm greedy but i really hope this wish of mine would come true ^^ yea.
I think that's all for now.. will update again tmr i guess. BYE BYE! ^^