/ Monday, March 16, 2009
These few days been staying at home. dont feel like going out. even go out also no mood. Going out only reminds me of the sad things. maybe staying at home would be the best option. For some ppl, you might think i've changed. yes. seriously i think i've changed too. i no longer feel the old and vibrant jocelyn i used to. like what my friends told me, after you have a illness, you would changed to another whole new person. At first i dont think that applies to me, but now i think so. not only alot of ppl told me i've changed, even now myself also feel that way. Maybe thats the chance for me to start afresh. start moving on to a new life. its going to be super hard for me cuz all the memories are stucked in my head. but, i'll try to stay strong =)
Tmr going SGH for appointment. Super scary! for some ppl, yes, it might just be appointments, but for my case is different. Only the doctors there can make decision, i cant. =( Hope everythings well for me tmr!
bye people! LOVE AND HUGS!
