I really really miss my hospital friends.. they're the only one that really understands me well.. today went to meet someone, she made me really disappointed. i talked to her for abt one hr, but nth goes to her head at all. i really hope she wont follow the wrong way i used to go, but she dont want to listen, haix.. i cant do anything at all to help her.. maybe i'm not a good friend to her that she can listen to me. she made me feel very lousy as a friend. i cant help her at all when i know she's in trouble. all i can do was to talk to her, advice her, but she doesnt want to listen.. i'm really sad.. now i wish i'm with my hospital friends now. they give me the sense of warmth. they know what i'm thinking and they'll comfort me. nobody really understand me at all. i just pray that everything will be fine for her.