/ Thursday, August 14, 2008
This post is for my family ^^ i just realised that i have a wonderful family. my mummy, my daddy, my two sisters! past few months i have been hurting them again and again.. i always thought that they dont love me anymore, they dislike me cuz i spent alot of money on hospital that's why i always quarrel with them.. but now i know in their heart they still love me.. sorry mummy the last week i had a fight with you end up the both of us got bruises everywhere.. i really thought that moment you dont love me.. but i know you slapped me cuz you want me to wake up and want me to recover yet i beat your hand until red.. i really regretted it.. but now i'm glad we're ok now and afetr that fight bought us closer.. now we hug each other whenever we sit down together and watch tv.. and my daddy, sorry for always ignoring you when you talk to me.. cuz i dont want to start the quarrel.. but today when i see how anxious you are after i see the doctor, i realised that i shouldnt do that to you.. i promise i wont ignore you again and will tell you more abt my feeling like what the counsellor want me to do.. ^^ and my youngest sister (sherilyn), i remembered one time i hate her alot cuz of my birthday incident and at home always doing things to make ppl angry, i realised that i shouldnt hate her cuz afterall she's still my sister.. i will try to think of the good things she does and not think too much abt the incidents that made me angry =) and for my second sister (adelyn), although we're quite close but sometimes we still quarrel.. but i really want to thank her for talking to me in order not to let me worry so much everytime before i got appoinment next day and always showing concern for me after my appoinment.. ^^
I just realised that i got a wonderful family behind me.. sorry for always starting the quarrel everytime.. i really hope this wont happen again..
I LOVE MY FAMILY!! I LOVE MY MUMMY! I LOVE MY DADDY! I LOVE MY SISTERS! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR NOT GIVING UP ON ME ^^
