/ Saturday, October 27, 2007
Haix.. is smiling really that difficult? then why cant i smile purely from my heart? life is really meaningless for me la.. whatever.. i dont want to care anymore also la.. At first, i thought caring for ppl is a joy and can bring back their smile, but now i cant even bring a smile to my own face. But still, i will still try my best to hang in there to help my best friends if they got problems.. just hope that they can be happy always.. yea. maybe that's all ba..
To all my best friends: I will still be there for you all when you guys feel sad or need someone. I cant 100% help you but i will lend you my ear.. cuz i love you guys alot =)
And i want to thank those ppl who cheer me up: hilda, terence, yong ming, matthew, gerald, puay ling, joyce, kelly, and ivy. i love you guys alot too. thanks for eveything. i appreciate it. take care all! =)