/ Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Today i simply had a great day in school. In fact, in school everyday is a great day for me cuz i have a bunch of beloved classmate who are with me.. as usual, we crapped together in class.. haha.. =) after school, went to find hilda to go home together. we went to century square to collect audrey de phone.. we laughed alot la.. haha.. then around 7plus we took 15 to go home le.. sometimes, i was wondering, am i really a good friend to them or am i influence them? no matter what i say and do, its like wrong.. i guess i shall not say anything more.. anyway, even if i say ornot, it doesnt matter.. cuz maybe to them, i am just a normal friend whom they think that i am controlling them. i dont know they think this way or i am thinking too much.. maybe i care too much for them until i sometimes really want to spent alot of time to talk to them, ask how they are or are they facing problems. but when they told me, i tried to talk to them to help them go back the right path although i'm not a leader. but i dont know they will really do it ornot or they are just answering me and continue what they are doing. i really dont know. 5yrs friends. i really want the best for them. but i realised that i dont understand them at all.. i dont know what to do that they will feel love.. of course not BGR.. but love from their spritiual family.. if one day God ask me what wish would i want for, i would say that: Lord, please take care of hilda and audrey. let them go to the path you want them to go. dont let them lose their destiny and dream.. that's all i wished for..
Hilda and audrey, hope you can understand that the true family you have is always HOGC. you may not know but i'm sure you can feel it.. dont avoid this true family warmth no matter how big the problem you are facing. cuz all of them care for you especially me.. love you two lots..
