/ Thursday, September 20, 2007
BOO! Back again! ~
Wah.. This week is a total disater to me man! Saturday just happened a sad and hurtful thing and i cried until i can think of nth except the words that someone had said to me.. then i couldnt control myself and walked off very suddenly.. but someone from hoGc saw and stop me to ask me what happen. i didnt tell her.. then wei jie came.. he talked to me alot of things.. suddenly i realised i very long dont have the peace feeling when somebody talked to me.. usually when ppl talk to me, i find it very bored. but when wei jie talked to me, my tears just kept on rolling.. i tried to control it but i cant. He seems to know what i'm facing and tried to talk to me.. He's a great leader.. And after that long chat, i felt better.. thanks wei jie.. =)
And yea.. ytd something happened again.. it happened so sudden until i dont feel like going to school. in the end, i really didnt go for school. i skipped it. i played piano instead.. cuz piano is the only magical thing that can keep me going. whenever i'm down, i just got to play piano and i will feel much better.. my lesson starts at 12pm and i didnt go. but hilda know i got exam the next day, she talked to me, consoled me and asked me to go back school to study.. finally at 12:30pm, we went to take bus. hilda accompanied me to take bus cuz she scared i may run to somewhere else.. haix.. no choice, got to drag myself to school.. reached school le, went inside the class, i cant control, my tears just rolled down.. i ran to the toilet and pei ling followed me.. she was always the one that is with me when i'm down.. thanks dear pei ling.. maybe i'm too stressed out with all the problems i'm facing in school, at home and my studies. plus, i got no one to talk to and got to go sch everyday with a smiling face.. ytd, i dont know why.. maybe is cuz i feel alone when hilda is not with me.. she's the only one i trusted. after awhile, i realised audrey was inside the toilet too crying cuz something happened. so alot of ppl thought we quarrelled.. almost all the girls went out to see what happened between me and audrey cuz it seems like a big matter.. but in the end, we are fine.. then at night, alot of people tell me not to trust anyone so easily. i was like wondering what happen.. how come everyone asking me not to trust ppl so easily.. i seriously dont know what happened.. now i dont know who am i suppose to trust.. except for hilda who i trusted now...
