/ Sunday, March 18, 2007
sorry if this post is emo.. i just want to say out the things that is making me very sad and worried.. the first 2 months.. we have to admit that we're not studying at all, and alot of things are happening in school.. it made us dont feel like studying.. all we do is day-dreaming in class, talking and smsing in class.. thus, our results became very poor.. we failed every single subjects.. and something happened again and this time, we kena PO.. and we just transferred to C8.. its like we just transferred only already caused them alot of problem.. and there's one guy who is very concerned abt our studies.. he's worrying for us that we cant go church because of our studies.. he came up with a challenge to help our studies to improve.. he say if we can pass our test and come church, he'll buy something that we like for us.. and at first, we didnt accept, cuz we scared that he'll be disappointed if we didnt do well.. but he say its ok.. he want us to try.. and.. we accept it.. he try ways to ask us to come church and even wanted to treat us ice cream if we can make it for service for the following week.. he was the one that is there for us when we're facing serious PO.. i still remember that we first transferred to C8, he can even skip his prayer meeting just to spent time with us.. we're so touched.. all this while, he have been helping us.. encouraging us.. now he got problem. and we cant even do anything for him.. all we can do is crying.. he didnt come for the service last sat.. and we're worrying.. we want to be with him just like he was with us when we're facing problem.. we really want.. i know we have no right to know what has happen to him but we just want to encourage him.. we miss him alot.. really alot.. we still want to colloect our ice cream from him personally.. i really pray that somehow we can see him in church again..
we really hope to see you on every sat.. wanna say a BIG thank you for being there for us.. hope you can stay strong.. sorry if we are the one that make you feel stressed.. God is always with you so do us.. WE MISS YOU!
